" I would not share the sorrows of my heart with the joys of the multitude. ...and I would not have the tears that sadness makes to flow from my every part turn into laughter. I would that my life remains ----------- A TEAR AND A SMILE !! ...I would rather that I have died in yearning and longing than that I lived weary and in despair . I want the hunger for love and beauty to be in the depths of my spirit . For I have seen those who are satisfied the most wretched of people . I have heard the sighs of those in yearning and longing and it is sweeter than the sweetest melody !.... "